Monday, July 19, 2010 4:56 AM
haven't been blogging for quite a period of time. today's mood is not that good. i want quit! okay, this is only for those who knows what happened. went home i told my brother whole thing, reach home, i was crying like mad. well, you can say i am soft. but it is so damn god sad. before the things got worse, i must fake fake in front of my parents. i let them down. they got so high expectations on me and yet i let them down! arghh, i going cry again if i continue write. thanks huiying, thanks for your comforting. though i almost wanted to cry again when i have cooled myself down when you gave me that letter but still thanks a lot. ilovehuiying<3
