Friday, March 26, 2010 4:47 AM
hey, here to post again...today, very sad...i cried. now emoing...father talk, i ignore.cousin ask something, i just say i don't know.why sad lehh?got scolded and kicked larh...actually i also don't know why get scolded and kicked...all i know is kicking hurts more than using hand to beat...i think the main reason is because i am lazy...my father also say i ignore him at the first place...got mehh?can't recall...i can't hear him...my house got 2 stories lehh...from kitchen to my room, very far lehh...some more my mouth can't open big when i shout and talk, of course can't hear properly what i saying larh...but then he treat it as me talking back to him...then he call me check something, i don't know what he want me check then i say check what, he kick me liao...actually i want to hold my tears one, but the minute he kick me liao, my tears straight away drip down...if he says that his heart ache when he kick me, what about the pain in my heart and the spot that you kicked me?after that, i don't dare cry out loud so i hide in toilet cry lorh...i used the sound of the water to cover my sound...end post here...